Where I Am + Finding My Way Forward

After 14 years of creating content, I’m making a few heartfelt changes. Here’s what’s staying the same, what’s shifting, and why now feels like the right time.

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It’s been a while since we’ve had a good heart-to-heart, so today I want to share a little about what’s been going on in my life, and let you know about some changes I’m making here on the blog.

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This past year has been one of reflection and transition. It was this time last year that my dad passed away. He was ready to go, and I truly thought I was ready to let him go. But as many of you know, grief doesn’t always follow the path we expect. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss him…the talks we used to have, and the simple act of being there for him. He gave my life purpose, and even now, I’m still struggling to find my footing without him.

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That said, I’m not writing this through a puddle of tears. I’m doing okay…but I am tired. And I’ve realized it’s time to make some changes. After weeks of thinking and planning, I’ve made a few decisions that I want to share with you.

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First, I’m not ready to retire, and I’m certainly not ready to stop sharing here. This community means too much to me. But I am ready for a lighter load and more flexibility. I’m craving fewer deadlines and a little more breathing room.

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To begin, I’ll be stepping away from Home Style Saturdays, Wednesday Wish List, and Fresh Baked. These series have brought me so much joy, and your support of them has meant the world. I just sent the last Fresh Baked, and I’ll be wrapping up the other two at the end of June.

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As a result, I’ll be moving to two emails per week, which you’ll receive on Sundays and one other day, probably Wednesday. This new format will start in July, and will include everything you’ve come to expect…seasonal inspiration, my own rebranded version of The Wish List, my Simple Living journey, recipes, and the monthly digital calendars. I’ll still be here, but you will have a little less clutter in your inbox! I hope to offer ideas that feel more thoughtful, more connected, and maybe even more fun.

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I’ll be honest…I don’t have everything figured out just yet. This new 2-emails-per-week format feels right for now, but I know it might need a little tweaking as time goes on. I’m giving myself the grace to experiment, to see what works, and to make adjustments along the way. If I feel like I want to send more (or less) than two emails a week, I’ll regroup and keep moving forward. I’ve learned that it’s okay not to have all the answers…but I will keep showing up with purpose and heart.

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I’ve been creating content here for many years, and I’ve truly loved every step along the way. What began as a simple creative outlet has grown into something more meaningful than I ever imagined. I never thought it would be possible to earn a real living doing something I love…and that’s only been possible because of you. Your encouragement and continued presence have carried me through the highs and the lows. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. I’m so grateful to still be here…and who knows? Maybe the best is yet to come.

P.S. If there’s something you’ve always wondered about…whether it’s how I do things around my home, a decorating dilemma, or even a recipe you’d love to see, please leave a comment and let me know. I’d truly love to hear your ideas!

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186 Comments

  1. Ann,
    I certainly understand. I just got back from my mom’s memorial service. She passed in May of 2025. My prayers are with you. Remember a day at a time.

  2. Gael Fawley says:

    Love all your content and remember, change is a good thing!

  3. Helen McCarthy says:

    Your first step was the realization that you needed a change. Your next step was devising a plan of action. As you are remaining focused and flexible, may you find peace and relaxation through the decisions you have made. It sounds like you are well on your way. Well done!

  4. I certainly understand, I lost my mom this year. My prayers are with you as you navigate through this. Give yourself some grace. I look forward to your new blogs.

  5. Good Morning …..you are one of the first people I started reading it has nern a pleasure I have fell in love with some of you decorating ideas love the white decor and the flowers and the vessels you use to hold the flower ….I have change over the last 8 years from Green and Burgundy decor to cream and white and a little black I have also tryed a few of your recipes I have the strawberry butter in my fridge right now for blueberry waffles…..lol Yvonne and you has walked thou the steps to a peaceful home in white rugs with three dogs if you told me back in the day I would have said WHITE ?
    Yes I have add the sage green a little this spring to change things up a little like your blue ….lol I have enjoyed reading you for a while Thank You
    PS…..For my daughters birthday this year I ordered her Lavender Plants I in hope the grow and she gets to do some of your ideas …..one of them times I wished I lived close to her but we share a lot over the phone pics long talks and visits
    Thank You for what you put out here for us to enjoy….
    Eva

  6. Leandra Snow says:

    As time goes by, I also see the benefit of slowing down and enjoying life’s easy pace. It’s good to have a few things to keep us busy too. I hope your new adventures are what you’re looking for and I so appreciate that you’ll still be sharing your lovely monthly calendars. I get lots of compliments from friends that see them on my phone and I send them your way!

  7. WENDY WAINWRIGHT says:

    Thank you Ann for your heartfelt message. Truly understand. Life is all about changes as me move forward with it. So sorry about your dear Father. He will be your inspiration so hold on to it. Looking forward to getting the two emails in July. It will give me time to digest all the wonderful things you add to your blogg. All the Best!

  8. Good thinking! I am overwhelmed with daily emails, even though I enjoy them. Twice a week is more than adequate. I spent all day yesterday deleting hundreds of emails I will never get to! Thank you, Ann, for your content! I’m 77 and still enjoy what you “young sprouts” come up with! Missing your Dad will never go away but the pain lessens over time. I also echo what many others have already said. Blessings to you!

  9. I’m delighted for you. Taking a step away, reimagining your work, and coming to this conclusion must have been challenging, but I feel certain you’re doing the right thing.

    I’m sorry for the loss of your father. I lost mine in 2008, and I know it was for the best, but just reading your post brought tears to my eyes, thinking of him. My heart goes out to you.

    Enjoy this new iteration of your lovely newsletter!

  10. Life has its ups and downs. Take the time to heal and have peace! Thank you for the content you share! Rejuvenate yourself so you will be your best version of you!